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Straightjacket

By Alanis Morissette

Something so benign for me construed as cruelty 
Such a difference between who I am and who you see 

Conclusions you come to of me routinely incorrect 
I don’t know who you’re talking to with such fucking disrespect 

This shit’s making me crazy 
The way you nullify what’s in my head 
You say one thing do another 
And argue that’s not what you did 
Your way’s making me mental 
How you filter as skewed interpret 
I swear you won’t be happy til 
I am bound in a straight jacket 

Talking with you’s like talking to a sive that can’t hear me 
You fight me tooth and nail to disavow what’s happening 

Your resistance to a mirror I feel screaming from your body 
One day I’ll introduce myself and you’ll see you’ve not yet met me 

This shit’s making me crazy 
The way you nullify what’s in my head 
You say one thing do another 
And argue that’s not what you did 
Your way’s making me mental 
How you filter as skewed interpret 
I swear you won’t be happy til 
I am bound in a straight jacket 

Grand dissonance 
The strings of my puppet are cut 
The end of an era 
Your discrediting’s lost my consent

wow what a crazy month

So basically, things are nuts. I have been staying at the new place, hanging out with friends and had the worst April Fools day joke ever played on me... I was "let go" from my job. I still can get called in as an AS NEEDED basis. but yeah basically, not working there anymore.
Jen's bday was yesterday, so I took her out to dinner :) and we shared a compared of JUMBO margaritas.
I got to hang out with my cousin Doni on Thursday and talked some things out.
Today I got to see an old friend. we havent seen each other since before my wedding in Oct 2006. Surprise Suprise, Nick had pissed her off, and she didnt want to hang around anymore.
So in this month, I was hired and Let go, separated from Nick, had to go to the hospital for Scott, got a speeding ticket, lost a good friend over some BS... what else??? I cant think...

IT TOOK ME 18 MONTHS, BUT I DID IT

ME AND MY SKINNY SELF :)

my life-- this week

well today is Friday and its been a crazy week.
I moved some stuff out on Sunday. Scott got sick on Monday and I had to call out of work to take him to the hospital. He got a stomach virus and then started throwing up and having some of the grossest diapers ever. Well because of all that little man got dehydrated and needed an IV.
We stayed over night, and were let out at 6pm on Tuesday. Well then on Wednesday I wasnt even sure if I still had my job. So by 11am that day I found out I got to keep my job and I have been working 12 to 9 everyday since. and Tomorrow I work from 9am to 8pm.
I just feel like this is crazy-ness lol.
I am tired. not physically but emotionally and mentally. right now I just want to curl up and sleep. Of course I am sure that has something to with the rain today.

Back to Work

I have a job :)

Its a company in Fort Mill, SC called New Vision Sales, INC.

Basically the boss (Glynn Rodean) contracts out his call center business to other businesses and we take and make calls for all of the companies. Its laid back and fun so far.

I am making some money and hopefully beating the debt problem in America :)

Originally I was called in for training for car sales (which I didnt really know at first).

But in training, Glynn saw something in me that he was happy with and offered me a job, when the car sales didnt work out (thank god!!! they wanted me to work all day and for minimum wage).

I miss my Scotty, but its nice to get out in the "real world" for a bit.

My friend Becca watches him most of the time, but Nick does too when he is home. And mom has said she might watch him for a half day once a week :)

Thanks for all the love and support :)

this week my schedule is-- Tues, Wed and Friday 1230 to 9pm, and thursday 830 to 5

I will keep everyone updated, if you wish.

Been in a "Weird" mood

hehehe I have been listening to Weird Al lately. He is cracking me up :)
I found a website that had his lyrics... holy cow
http://www.lyricsondemand.com/w/weirdalyankoviclyrics/
hahaha
Everything You Know Is Wrong:
I was driving on the freeway in the fast lane
With a rabid wolverine in my underwear
When suddenly a guy behind me in the back seat
Popped right up and cupped his hands across my eyes
I guessed, "Is it Uncle Frank or Cousin Louie?""Is it Bob or Joe or Walter?""Could it be Bill or Jim or Ed or Bernie or Steve?"
I probably would have kept on guessing
But about that time we crashed into the truck
And as I'm laying bleeding there on the asphalt
Finally I recognize the face of my hibachi dealer
Who takes off his prosthetic lips and tells me

Everything you know is wrong
Black is white, up is down and short is long
And everything you thought was just so
Important doesn't matter
Everything you know is wrong
Just forget the words and sing along
All you need to understand is
Everything you know is wrong

I was walkin' to the kitchen for some Golden Grahams
When I accidentally stepped into an alternate dimension
And soon I was abducted by some aliens from space
Who kinda looked like Jamie Farr
They sucked out my internal organs
And they took some polaroidsAnd said I was a darn good sport
And as a way of saying thank you
They offered to transport me back to
Any point in history that I would care to go
And so I had them send me back to last Thursday night
So I could pay my phone bill on time
Just then the floating disembodied head of Colonel Sanders started yelling

Everything you know is wrong
Black is white, up is down and short is long
And everything you thought was just so
Important doesn't matter
Everything you know is wrong
Just forget the words and sing along
All you need to understand is
Everything you know is wrong

I was just about to mail a letter to my evil twin
When I got a nasty papercutAnd, well, to make a long story short
It got infected and I died
So now I'm up in heaven with St. Peter
By the pearly gatesAnd it's obvious he doesn't like
The Nehru jacket that I'm wearing
He tells me that they've got a dress code
Well, he lets me into heaven anyway
But I get the room next to the noisy ice machine
For all eternity
And every day he runs by screaming

Everything you know is wrong
Black is white, up is down and short is long
And everything you used to think was so important
Doesn't really matter anymore
Because the simple fact remains that
Everything you know is wrong
Just forget the words and sing along
All you need to understand is
Everything you know is wrong
Everything you know is wrong